sentimentos que esticam, mirram, retorcem-se.

Eu que sei o que é amar e não ser amada de volta, deveria dar valor a quem me ama, não?


Tive o desplante de pedir-lhe beijos iguais aos teus, consegues imaginar? Fechei os olhos como já não costumo fazer com ele e relaxei deixando a minha mente divagar. E foi um sexo ternurento, como eu costumo odiar, mas desta vez foi suportável, porque podia ouvir-se a Radar, a rádio que temos ouvido juntos desde que te conheci. Ou que tu ouves mas que eu tento impor-lhe uma conotação qualquer conjunta. Sou ridícula!






"(...)Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention, to you
You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown, to you
You'll say "don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems"
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight
(...)I realize what I am now too smart to mention, to you
You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you dont know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie"